i would be the happiest girl on earth if i had this body. she’s perfect, flat tummy, small arms and just the right amount of boobs
Everyday i wake up saying “today will be a good day” and then every night in my bed i cry because i yet again disappointed myself. & it never stops. and the worst part is i can change it, i can make it stop anytime i want to, but its so hard and i sometimes forget how much i need this. I neglect to remember my reflection, the number on the scale, the fat hanging over my jeans, my appearance in pictures.
But I know i can do this, i’ve done it before and i can do it again. i need to be home. being on vacation and getting food ordered for me is hard for me to handle at this stage in the process.
Please, if any of you have any tips or support i’d really, really appreciate it.